where are you?

I am looking for YOU!
You know
I am desperate for you.
I wish to get you for quite a long time ago.
I don't know where I can get you.
I want you to be special!
I want you to be extraordinary!
I want you to be one and only!
But
where can I look for you?
Kay Elle?
Kay Kay?
Definitely you aren't in miri or even tawau I guess.
Where are you?
I still couldn't find something I've been looking for.
why?
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