i don't wanna be the first

i don't wanna be the first to know first to do first to say~ this kind of feeling is just killing me! i wonder what else i can do. kindly lemme know, okay? i pretend to be tough be strong be nothing else being happened. i need support! ~!@#$%^&*()_+...................

okay! stop grumbling! it is time to back to real life. i am not happy in fact.

friday

sometimes it is good not to be too into. once you're too into, you're gonna suffer! haha... what am i talking at? who cares?! happy holiday to every curtin students~

btw, halo siaunee's sister! nice to meet you~ hope that you can enjoy your miri trip =)

end of my first sem =)

YES!!!! finals are just over~ end of my first year first sem! this should be celebrated right? so we held a little party in my room. just four of us~ those who attended should know who you're. photos will be uploaded very soon i guess because photos are not with me now~ =) guys and girls, i enjoy being with you! no regret having you as my friends~ you guys are just so............... funny!

btw, i am gonna back to my home sweet home!! tawau, i am coming~ wait for me. don't go too far muakssssssssssssssssssssssssss~

想!

今天我想了很多很多......... 如果当初............. 自相矛盾!
原来我一直都在掩饰我的伤口.....................
我需要时间去建立.................

lucky!!!

we're lucky enough compared to others! i mean what i saw just now. it is really... really... really... sad to see that. i saw 1 guy and probably 1 lady look for something in dustbin in front of my house. hey, you guys didn't read anything wrong. it is DUSTBIN! i accidentally saw this scene on my balcony. omg~ making me feel guilty. i was grumbling just now. i just need to do revision and sit for my final exam only. then what about them? maybe they wanna be like us, but they don't have the chance. is it sad to know that?

hey guys, stop grumbling on what you don't have but start appreciating what you have with you.

^.^

thank you daddy mummy! =)
you've done more than what others would do
i appreciate
and
i know what i'd do for you in return
i love you~