I am looking for YOU! You know I am desperate for you. I wish to get you for quite a long time ago. I don't know where I can get you. I want you to be special! I want you to be extraordinary! I want you to be one and only! But where can I look for you? Kay Elle? Kay Kay? Definitely you aren't in miri or even tawau I guess. Where are you? I still couldn't find something I've been looking for. why? : (
Understanding is required in all kinds of relationship like FAMILY, FRIENDSHIP as well as RELATIONSHIP. I ain't a good daughter. I ain't a good friend. And I ain't a good girl friend. I don't know what I should do all the time especially when there is dispute. Comprising is important, isn't it? Never mind! Just put all the blame on me and I will take it quietly.
Sometimes I choose to remain silent to calm down myself and to let myself be free from any anger, disappointment and sadness. Sometimes I just wish to remain silent for no reason. I ain't kind of people who prefer to reveal everything to release their negative feeling. No doubt that this is a good way for releasing me myself. But I just wish to keep quiet before I reveal everything. This doesn't mean I am stupid and I don't know what's going on. I just wish to keep my mouth shut unless it reaches the maximum as I know that it is good to be blur instead of acting smart sometimes. : (
Today I feel like blogging but I don't know what I should write. I am a lil moody perhaps because of side effect of having medicine? Feeling dizzy! This makes my heart dizzy as well. Kind of tired with everything I am facing now. Besides school work, there is still school work. Unfinished school work! Loads of school work! I didn't feel that will be my burden as I used to enjoy the school work. But somehow, something went wrong today. It made my heart disobedient. I started thinking wildly and expecting wildly. What's wrong with me today? I hope I really know what is going on. : (
Yesterday was my BIRTHDAY as well as my mum's BIRTHDAY! Happy Birthday mama! Mama, I am sorry for deleting the photos mistakenly. The photos are gone! But I guess you've the other photos with you right? Sorry anyway! You know, I was totally surprised with their SURPRISE! The best actors should go for them. I didn't expect them celebrating my birthday all together with me. All of them are busy with assignments and tutorials so do I. But they still managed to have a BIG celebration with me. I'm so lucky to have a bunch of friends like YOU! Thank you very much! YOU make me feel that I'm a good friend of yours. Really so sweet and warm of YOU! Thanks a lot and all the best! Can I say muakssssssssssssssss? hahaha : )
I love my daddy! He is the best dad out of the best! I received a call from him this morning. You may say it is nothing special receiving a call from my dad early in the morning. Yea, maybe for you, it is really nothing special! But, it means a lot to me! I had diarrhea yesterday. He asked mama to gimme a call last night. Perhaps he was too shy to show his concern to his daughter. And I told them, I was feeling much better. I thought I wouldn't be receiving any call from them. Who knows, I received a call from MY DAD this morning! It sounds sweet and warm right? That's why I love my daddy so much. He always put us ( I mean mama, gor gor and I) at his first place. So do I. My family is always my no. 1! Nothing is gonna replace all these. Appreciate the precious moment being with your family. Without your family, there is no you!
