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I am looking for YOU!
You know
I am desperate for you.
I wish to get you for quite a long time ago.
I don't know where I can get you.
I want you to be special!
I want you to be extraordinary!
I want you to be one and only!
But
where can I look for you?
Kay Elle?
Kay Kay?
Definitely you aren't in miri or even tawau I guess.
Where are you?
I still couldn't find something I've been looking for.
why?
: (
Understanding is required in all kinds of relationship like
FAMILY,
FRIENDSHIP
as well as
RELATIONSHIP.
I ain't a good daughter.
I ain't a good friend.
And
I ain't a good girl friend.
I don't know what I should do all the time
especially
when there is dispute.
Comprising is important,
isn't it?
Never mind!
Just put all the blame on me
and
I will take it quietly.
Sometimes
I choose to remain silent
to calm down myself
and
to let myself be free from any anger, disappointment and sadness.
Sometimes
I just wish to remain silent
for no reason.
I ain't kind of people who prefer to reveal everything
to release their negative feeling.
No doubt that
this is a good way for releasing me myself.
But
I just wish to keep quiet
before I reveal everything.
This doesn't mean
I am stupid
and
I don't know what's going on.
I just wish to keep my mouth shut
unless it reaches the maximum
as
I know that
it is good to be blur instead of acting smart
sometimes.
: (
Today
I feel like blogging
but
I don't know what I should write.
I am a lil moody
perhaps because of
side effect of having medicine?
Feeling dizzy!
This makes my heart dizzy as well.
Kind of tired with everything I am facing now.
Besides school work,
there is still school work.
Unfinished school work!
Loads of school work!
I didn't feel that will be my burden
as I used to enjoy the school work.
But somehow,
something went wrong today.
It made my heart disobedient.
I started thinking wildly
and
expecting wildly.
What's wrong with me today?
I hope I really know what is going on.
: (
Yesterday was my BIRTHDAY
as well as
my mum's BIRTHDAY!
Happy Birthday mama!
Mama,
I am sorry for deleting the photos mistakenly.
The photos are gone!
But I guess
you've the other photos with you right?
Sorry anyway!
You know,
I was totally surprised with their SURPRISE!
The best actors should go for them.
I didn't expect them celebrating my birthday all together with me.
All of them are busy with assignments and tutorials
so do I.
But they still managed to have a BIG celebration with me.
I'm so lucky to have a bunch of friends like
YOU!
Thank you very much!
YOU
make me feel that I'm a good friend of yours.
Really so sweet and warm of
YOU!
Thanks a lot
and
all the best!
Can I say
muakssssssssssssssss?
hahaha : )
I love my daddy!
He is the best dad out of the best!
I received a call from him this morning.
You may say
it is nothing special receiving a call from my dad
early in the morning.
Yea,
maybe for you,
it is really nothing special!
But,
it means a lot to me!
I had diarrhea yesterday.
He asked mama to gimme a call last night.
Perhaps he was too shy to show his concern to his daughter.
And I told them,
I was feeling much better.
I thought I wouldn't be receiving any call from them.
Who knows,
I received a call from
MY DAD
this morning!
It sounds sweet and warm right?
That's why I love my daddy so much.
He always put us ( I mean mama, gor gor and I) at his first place.
So do I.
My family is always my no. 1!
Nothing is gonna replace all these.
Appreciate the precious moment being with your family.
Without your family,
there is no you!
