mixed feeling

day off today! =) i slept until 10 smtg or merely 11 la. enjoy! because i was tired edi. i had lessons for so many hours. my housemate, yan xing invited me to town. i wanted to go initially but at the end i still chose to stay in my home. and then i had my dinner with my another housemate, siaunee. it sounds so boring for my whole day, right? but i dont mind. today is my day to rest. i follow what i want, okay?

on the other hand, i received some bad news. obviously, i'm not happy with it. =( i mean it okay? it doesn't sound good to anyone of us. i hope that people related will be fine soon, sincerely. please, just please!!!

what a day!?

today i'm feeling bad too. perhaps i haven't adapted to the life well. well, whenever i'm not happy, you're always be there with me. you make me touch and cheer me up always! once again, i'm not happy. and now, you're there for me again. you know i'm weak inside although i look strong outside. and you're just there for me. thank you bb =)

plus, home sick =( i miss my dad my mum and my home. may i refuse to learn to be independent? can i? just feel tired of doing these on my own. tired tired and still, tired! i wanna back home. i wanna see my parents i wanna see my bb. missing you all~ =(

=(

i'm not happy today and i feel like crying. today is the starting of my lesson but i haven't done all my stuffs yet such as printing notes, finding second hand books or sets of photocopy. i'm so tired of these. can anyone help me? i hate this kind of stupid life! ~!@#$%^&*()_+ really stupid!!!

i thought uni life should be happy. why is mine so terrible? really...........................dont know how to describe more about my feelings.

=)

once again, i skipped the orientation today. i woke up around 9something or perhaps 10 something. my housemate will be reaching here by today. =) since i had nothing to do, i started cleaning my room. i want my room to be clean always! i don't allow any dirt in my room, hopefully. i took about 1 hour!? i guess. whatever la! as long as my room is clean and smelling good(i sprayed the apple air freshener) did i spell wrong anything?

=) =) =) =) =) =) =) =)

. . .

I'm not happy. because of what? I don't really know.
just bear in mind that don't think too much.
i told myself for thousand times. . .

day 3

today is day 3 of orientation. wah...................... it's kinda boring! after the first 2 days, i start to skip it. i know that you guys have prepared it for a long time but sorry. i cant control myself! :)
i've been here for about 6days not more than a week. i've adapted to the environment, i guess. the life is simple here. what i do not get used to is the house work. i need to do it on myself. oh my goodness! haha... trying to learn it frm now lo. what else can i do?

yet, i still miss my parents a lot. my mum makes a call with me almost everyday, so does my bb. haha... i miss them so so so much. :)

天空

昨晚的我睡不着
我一直望着天空
想看看斗湖的天空和美里的天空有什么不同
如果以肉眼看
这当然没有什么不同
也还是蓝天白云
如果用心去体会
这就不同了
斗湖的天空充满着家人的关怀与温暖
美里的天空则充满着挑战
如果斗湖的天空刮起大风下着雷雨
家人会帮我关窗盖被
如果斗湖的天空很闷热
家人会煲凉茶给我喝
这就是和美里的天空不同的地方
我还是喜欢这里....

3days left...

i've a lot to say and i've a lot to miss. i'm gonna start my new life very soon. i don't really worry much as everything's been settled like time table, student id, room and friends. thanks to my family, my bb and my dear Eunice. haha :) they've helped me a lot indeed!

although i miss them much, life still goes on and i've to go! take care everyone~