friday

lemme take a rest for few minutes~ take a deep breath and RUN!

i love you~

you are definitely my motivation! i love you~

sunday

"be the good one not be the best one"
i should always bear in mind that
i put it in my mind
i put it in my heart
just trying to avoid from being greedy
when you request more
you're gonna sacrifice more

brand new day~

well, i have posted the photos, symbolizing something's gonna change~ today is my brand new day! i should stop thinking that i am suffering. actually it is not that terrible. i should enjoy the process instead of waiting for the result. just try my very best~ jiayou jiayou!!!

36++ days to go~ tawau, i am coming!!!! yea~ i am DESPERATE for it.

tiring thursday

i am just tired. i need enough rest, seriously. it is quite difficult to maintain what i am having now. i do appreciate what i own but i find it difficult to maintain it. it is not that easy as i think. i need to stop a while instead of walking non-stop. it is just killing me~ i wish to be an ordinary girl. sometimes, it is nice to see but there is pain inside. who can understand me? i wish to know~ well, back to my life and stop grumbling!

durian day~

thanks to joanne and her nice kk friends!!! because of them, i had the chance of tasting DURIAN. haha~ although the durians didn't taste as tasty as in tawau, this was my first time sharing durians with friends in miri. 5 friends from kk and i am the only one from tawau~ nice nice nice!!! wish to have the second chance~

btw, have you ever seen this small durian before??? i mean the durian in my photo posted above. i am wondering how much it is......

a song~

a song accidentally came into my attention. an old song! in fact, this song is not considered as old. it was quite hot 4 or 5 years ago. lots of memories came into my mind all of sudden. something bad something good something sweet something sour something weird... just like rojak, mixing all kinds of feelings with it. if not because of this song, i won't think of these. all are doing good now, i guess.

thursday

actually it is nothing to jealous about. i can't get or achieve anything i wish to own. it is sad to say that but it is true. satisfy with what i am having now~ it is pretty much enough compared to others. it is sunny day. it seems like giving me hints or perhaps letting me know that it is all over again???

by the way, happy one and a half year darling =) we are gonna meet very soon! just bear with it for a short while. yeah yeah~

wondering...............

i am wondering what i am jealous about. this does not suit me, isn't this? this is totally different with my world. then what for i am hoping for that? stupid! kinda stupid! what i should do then? concentrate and focus what i am doing right now? or what? just kindly let me know.

for those who are reading this, you won't really get what i am trying to say i guess. as i am trying to make it blur, making it to be something nobody knows except for me myself. sorry for doing that~ this has annoyed me for quite a long time..............................................................

moon cake festival

thanks to fu wan ling. she brought me to join the activity tonight. it was fun but only something spoiled my mood was the Mr. Mosquito. omg~ they kept going near me. go away la!!! i don't like you! overall, tonight is considered as GOOD! better than staying alone in house. it is always good to be with friends, especially with someone who is "ngam key" with me. haha =)

you know, i miss you badly. 48days to go~ long way to go. how good if there are 4 days or 8 days left. =( =( =(

so-called uni life

i am not happy. i feel that i am just like a fool. idiot! i am trying to calm down my feelings but i can't control my tears. it is not that easy staying alone outside. no car no own house no parents nobody helps me when i need help. this kind of feeling is really bad! but what to do? this is my life! so-called uni life! how good if i have my own car own house and parents are with me. just try not to step on me today. i am gonna burst very soon. when i say it, i mean it!