天空

昨晚的我睡不着
我一直望着天空
想看看斗湖的天空和美里的天空有什么不同
如果以肉眼看
这当然没有什么不同
也还是蓝天白云
如果用心去体会
这就不同了
斗湖的天空充满着家人的关怀与温暖
美里的天空则充满着挑战
如果斗湖的天空刮起大风下着雷雨
家人会帮我关窗盖被
如果斗湖的天空很闷热
家人会煲凉茶给我喝
这就是和美里的天空不同的地方
我还是喜欢这里....

3days left...

i've a lot to say and i've a lot to miss. i'm gonna start my new life very soon. i don't really worry much as everything's been settled like time table, student id, room and friends. thanks to my family, my bb and my dear Eunice. haha :) they've helped me a lot indeed!

although i miss them much, life still goes on and i've to go! take care everyone~

;'(

i feel gloomy! just 19days left! i miss my mama, my dad, my bb, my home and everything here. haizzz.... i've tried to spend most of the time with them, i do appreciate every moment from now.
mama, i love you
daddy, i love you
bb, i love you
home, i love you.
you're always in my heart.... ;'(

1st day of holiday

it's only first day of holiday but i start feeling bored. why huh? about one month later, i'll be leaving here to miri for my further studies. this means i've to leave my sweet home to be alone over there. except her, i dont think there's anyone going there. i mean those in commerce la. so, i've to start all over again. mama said i need to be independent and avoid over-relying my gor gor. but can i? until now, all my stuff has been well prepared by my family instead of preparing myself. now, i'm afraid!

day after exam

well, it's after 12. it's the day after my cambridge exam. quite relaxing now in fact! i spent almost all the time on watching tv & you tube. it's time for me to relax and rest enough. i've been working hard on my revision. this'd be the reward for me, isn't this? now it's 1222am. yet, i'm not sleepy. how come? but who cares? i'm free from revision now. hehe.......

恐怖

今天发生的事情
真的让我完全没有信心
对充满期望的未来很没有信心
也让我觉得很恐怖
我不知道应该要如何面对
这完全变了另外一个样
我应该怎么办?

停止

有些事情
真的不得我不放弃
这一切的胡思乱想必须停止
不必要的事情应该停止
我会慢慢忘记这些不该存在的事情